I left you a suicide letter, its just on my wrist

Every time someone asks me if I'm fine, it just reminds me how far I am from it

She looks but never finds,
dont know why he left her behind
She cant find the love she seeks
Hopelessness is at its peek

I said "I love you", I guess my heart was thinkin out loud

Place a gun to my head
and let me spill the thoughts i had about you
that I never said

Place a blade on my wrist
and watch as the crimson river flows
and releases the pain that my heart beholds

People ask me whats wronge, like me telling them my problems is going to make it better, like me getting it off my chest, telling more people is going to make me feel great, well sorry to burst your problems solving bubble, but its not

I can unhang your pictures on the wall I can unwrite the poems I'v written you
I can unremember your number I can undo the braclet from my wrist that you gave me I can unsave your emails I can unstore your text messages
but I cant unlove you