I said id always love you
i said id always care...

I find the blade
i pick it up...

* i know its a bit long..but please take the time...
the blade has destroyed...

Ever since i used the blade
my entire life has changed...

The more i think about it
the more i want to cut...

I don't think you understand
what you put me through...

** yeah its long..and its not my best..but...
it was dark and cold...

How did we end up like this?
i never thought that it could be...

When i pick up the blade
suicide thoughts rush to my head...

If you could see the hurt
sleepless nights and tears...

Every thing's wrong
there's nothing right...

I just cant take the pressure
thats put on me everyday...