I realized something today
i found i fear the night...
I let myself stumble
i watched myself fall...
This is it. I'm done
i can't handle it. i haven't won...
I woke up this morning
late, as usual...
I started out normal
i only liked guys...
In her head she wonders
what people think when they see her...
My relief, my happiness
my one and only hope...
Look what you've done to me
are you happy with what you see...
I run to my room
anger burning in me...
I see him everyday
i hear his fake laugh...
Star light, star bright
dare i make this wish tonight...
Every day there's something new
something that makes me cold...