I know its hard to let
this go these feelings...

I Know I lie and I even made
you cry I promise I'll change...

I love him not for what he is
but what he makes me...

I'm giving up
there is no point...

I dont know why i do the
things I do But I think I do them...

You say that I keep dwelling on past
you say that I am being selfish...

Before you came into my life
There was no reason for me to live...

* I am sorry that its so long*
It was another school day boring as usual but as i...

Sitting there with the
blade to my wrist thinking...

I wished I could of been part of your world...

Without you I have
No purpose you took...

You can act like you
don't love me but I...