Not posting my poems much anymore. My life is too chaotic so much so that I don't even have the time nor the care to look and see if I spelled chaotic right. Which I don't think I did. Oh well maybe my body will finally give up and die, it's already trying to stop working. Maybe it'll just give up, I suppsoe though I can only hope. It's all Iowas fault. |
You used to make me happy
you used to make me laugh...
I see you not seeing me
i see you cutting praying to be free...
You watched me slit my wrist
as you slowly watched me die...
I'm the daughter no one wants
I'm the friend no one needs...
Have you ever been so lost you knew you would...
Ever wanted death so much you took your own life...
Theres a stinging in my heart and its forcing my...
Faster, faster, it screams! Though its running to...
The tears are straining
dieing to break free...
I'm falling into nothingness,
this abyss is killing me...
This doesnt make sense
Wheres the freedom they proclaim...
Can't feel you she whispered
Can't feel you at all...
Lets fall in love like fools and say it's all okay |
You can paint yourself up nice and pretty, but if wont change how much you hate yourself |
I would not die if I was never with you because I would have never truly been alive |