Who could I turn to,
Next to God, but you...
Everyone says I can do better
Everyone says I can have any guy I want, so why...
I dare you to look
Straight into my eyes...
Pain eases over me as I cut through the veins...
Whiteness glimmers in dawn bends
through the Paine fog, soft as cobwebs...
Dear God, My baby's always by my side even through...
I reach for the needle and thread. Sewing through...
You know what hurts me the most is to see you with...
To my ex whom which I still love...
I'm so I messed up again, I'm sorry I can't be...
I know how you feel, like no one cares, everyone...
I'm sick of being me.
I'm sick of being hurt and you Doing nothing about...
I know you don't believe me, but I will tell you...