I'm so used to letting go that it almost hurts less than holding on

Sometimes I’m so busy trying to find a reason to hold on that I don’t realize I should be letting go

People say I'm blind because I let you go but I say I would've had to be blind if I had made you stay

I wanna get what I want and I wanna want it when I get it

The minutes pass by slowly and the hours are hard to take
and everyday this smile of mine gets harder for me to fake

Sometimes it hurts, but I'll forget the pain
As the days pass me by I'll slowly go insane
I know that with some time, I will forget your face
But it hurts to know that no body can ever take your place

Hold me now and hold me tight
Make the dark turn into light
Take my hand and hold my heart
Hold me so I don't fall apart

I wish that when you looked at me you'd think about us

Wipe your eyes say your goodbyes it's time for you to realize he'll never answer your lonely cries he'll just watch your soul as it dies

We talk every single night and every night feels just as right