I used to wonder if everything you said was true…now I wonder if anything you said was true

I'll pretend like nothing happened and I'll pretend like I don't care...I'll pretend to forget you but when I'm alone it's hard to pretend eventually you just gotta realize...it's not pretend it really is the end

Everytime I fall for someone I pretend that they really care, knowing deep inside it's just one more mistake one more guy for me to shake just one more heart for them to break

I'll pretend like nothing happened and I'll pretend like I don't care...I'll pretend to forget you but when I'm alone I still pretend that you're there

I can’t deny it…just imagining you’re here doesn’t suffice

I hope and wish with all my heart that you don't break it all apart

I hope that when you think of how you treated me you still feel bad
And I hope that when you think of us you miss what we had

I want you to feel something for me even if it is hate b/c even if you hate me at least you're thinkin of me in some way rather than not thinkin about me at all

Love me now love me forever
love me so we can be together

Paralyzed by pain