Being strong sometimes means being able to let go

.:Letting go hurts way to much....
i use to think that by letting go i was a failure just giving up and wasting my time...
but now i have realised how much i will lose if i keep holding on to something that never was and probably never will be:.

.: its better to be hated for who you are.:
.:than love for sumthin your not:.

.: i sit in my room and cry:.
.:cuz outside these walls:.
.:there are a million reasons why i wont to die:.

.:to catch me you gotta be fast:.
.:to find me you gotta be smart:.
.:but to be me...dam you gotta be kidding:.

.:i was with him so long:.
.:i grew too be so strong:.
.:now we are not together:.
.:im weaker than ever:.

.:best friends are the ones:.
.:that see the hurt in you eyes:.
.:when everyone else is:.
.:fooled by you smile:.

.:you told me you'd be there:.
.:and i cried:.
.:you told me you love me:.
.:but you lied:.

.:i dont do it for attention:.
.:i dont do it for the pain:.
.:i do it for the frustration:.
.:and the numbness that i gain:.

.:i made the choice to finally go:.
.:beacuse i cant stand this pain:.
.:its time for my last tear to fall:.
.:and for me to smile again:.