Now that you’re gone,
I see how much I truly did care...

I dont care anymore about this life
This place I call home...

As I sit here and ponder
I think of the all the nights...

As I stand infront of the mirror
As I look at my blue-eyed reflection...

I'm sick of this pain that I feel inside
Heartbreak and tears and knowing my hearts died...

Where is he
where are you...

I feel as if were distant
Each day we take another step...

I’m going to tell a story
Of a heart that was once whole...

Taking a step back,
Looking straight into your eyes...

Why aren't I happy no more?
Why isn't there a smile on my face...

I’m tired of the screaming,
I’m not perfect and never will be...

What was once
Is now never...