Pain so unbarible i can almost taste it... tears burning down my face so fast it's sending me into a fit... blood seeping from my wrist i can almost see the light ahead... the gun so heavy in my hand theres no almost about it im dead....

...and you thought you knew her

*~*do i have a sign on my back that says feel free to cheat on me*~*

~*~ i could be your best kept secret and biggest
evr mistake...~*~

~*~i love you is all~*~

I lost it..he was the best friend i ever had..and now hes just a memory.. i can't believe ive done this..im so sorry

There must be soemthing wrong with me..ive just pushed away the one person that i need right now..the one peson i love.. .. .. there must be something wrong with me

*~* im living a roller coaster that never seems to stop..and 90% of the ride is a straight drop down..

and after that last drop, i want off*~*

I made you my everything..and now that your gone i have nothing

@-'--

I was forced to sit there in white, cold and afraid .. while they spoke about me as if i wasn't even there.. as if i was some crazy person that didnt even realise what was going on!! am i crazy??