.:: a broken child for every missing father ::.

from my poem *Feelings you can't deny*

-+- daddies little mistake finally realizes what went wrong... me -+-

--suicidal thoughts haunt my otherwise empty mind--

Have you ever just wanted to wake up in a hospital bed to hear the nurse tell your family you're not going to make it??

Hit me again.. i dare you. you hold the knife and i'm paper thin. i'm beautifully broken and i thank you for it..

::.once.upon.a.time.i.was.falling.in.love..now.im.only.falling.apart.::

-total eclipse of the heart

&& they don't even know..

..because life is not a race

You showed me the world, told me not to touch. For i dare not reach for what i can not clutch