Breathless Endeavor of Emotions
Dedicated to my dear love, Ryan Buckmaster...

Sun shining, morning has come
Outside holds an unpleasant surprise...

Sitting here caught in a daze
Staring into space as my eyes glaze...

Feeling the pain inside my heart
But sworn to secrecy...

Blackened skies
And broken smiles...

My body sense is numbing
My protective walls, crumbling...

I wish I could write about something happy
Like a best friend, a cherished love, or even a...

Feeling suffocated back into the shadows
A far away place I thought I had escaped...

Sitting here with thoughts galore
Wondering where to begin...

My heart is breaking, turning to dust.
Memories now seem so far away...

I'm truely dying inside
There's not much there...

Surrounded by impossibility
Only to prove yourself...