My heart is breaking, turning to dust.
Memories now seem so far away...

Breathless Endeavor of Emotions
Dedicated to my dear love, Ryan Buckmaster...

Blackened skies
And broken smiles...

I look back at all the memories
Thinking of how I used to feel...

Holding your body and caressing your lips
There was so much passion in one single kiss...

I feel scared
I feel empty...

Hiding in the darkness
I feel I'm safe...

I watched him
Every second of the day I did...

They say I have a reason in life
It's why they don't think i should die...

If love is anything,
It’s how I feel for you...

I wish I could write about something happy
Like a best friend, a cherished love, or even a...

Feeling the pain inside my heart
But sworn to secrecy...