Outside, the rain is falling
and so are tears from my eyes.
Tears from everything I've missed
while watching the Butterflies.
-Me (from my poem 'Butterflies')

My head won't stop spinning.
I've never been more afraid.
I don't know where to go from here.
If only you would have stayed.
-Me

..And my will to live is steadily declining

..And then he died and went to hell!

-I was thinking about my father when i said this..

I'm screaming out for help,
being heard by no one.
In my time of most need,
I have nowhere to run.
-me

Confusion, anger, defeat-
My feelings on a daily basis
No one could ever see or understand
The feelings this girl faces
-Me from my poem "Problems"

My heart is beating faster.
It feels like it's going to explode.
I'm so lost in this world.
I've lost my way on life's road.

From my poem 'Falling'

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you..

Blue October 'Hate me'

'There are moments when I wish I could roll back the clock and take all the sadness away, but I have a feeling that if I did, the joy would be gone as well.'
-Nicholas Sparks

I continue to plead for anyone to talk to, to cry with, and I'm left with a pencil and paper to pour my heart out to, to cry to... with no possible way of being heard.
-Me