So controlling,
You are to me...
In this world I see,
Anything can happen...
I step back,
I look at my life...
If only to touch you
to gently trace your lips...
My heart ripped from my chest,
Frail, bleeding so much within...
If only I could lie in your arms,
To feel your gentle embrace...
I sit here,
Tears streaming down my face...
Would you miss me
if i was to ever leave...
This blade holds all my pain for me
as it slides smoothly across my skin...
My blade,
Oh how I have missed you...
Crying your name all throught the night,
Its like a neverending fight...
You look around at the changing world,
Everything is so different...