It all pisses me off
all i want to do is kill...

I never understood why i feel like i do
i have tried to talk...

My life used to be great,
I had everything i could ever want...

Crying your name all throught the night,
Its like a neverending fight...

This blade holds all my pain for me
as it slides smoothly across my skin...

You said you would never leave
but you couldnt help it...

Dear John,
I know i just met you...

In this world I see,
Anything can happen...

I dont know if you know
my secret deep inside...

I step back,
I look at my life...

Im surrounded by this puddle of red,
Nowhere to run...

I'm sorry for what i did,
i hope you can forgive me...