The pains i feel
i do not keep inside...
This scar i made will for ever stay as a mark you...
this scar i made as i cut my self today with tears...
This cut i hide with fears inside
that you will never know...
The call i got it stopped my heart
and i heard your voice...
It feels like I have messed up
And there is nothing to do to fix it...
The pain that is inside me
is like a big red stain...
Life sucks
love never works...
When you love a man so much
its hard to let him go...
To die my death in the bathroom stall
to look in the mirror and through it all...
In blood and pain
i live my life in vain...
I sit in my closet and feel like a freak
I sit in my closet and weep...
There is no more left to give
No more love...