It was so hard to say
For the longest time I couldn't believe...

In blood and pain
i live my life in vain...

To die my death in the bathroom stall
to look in the mirror and through it all...

When you love a man so much
its hard to let him go...

How can i ever be
if you wont let me...

Life sucks
love never works...

The pain that is inside me
is like a big red stain...

It feels like I have messed up
And there is nothing to do to fix it...

The call i got it stopped my heart
and i heard your voice...

This cut i hide with fears inside
that you will never know...

This scar i made will for ever stay as a mark you...
this scar i made as i cut my self today with tears...

The pains i feel
i do not keep inside...