I love the fact of going to sleep..but i hate the fact of waking up and facing reality.

To find the strength that you have buried there
As you turn to walk away you can still hear him say
You'll never make it in this world alone

I need to slowly fall away
Far from the grip you have on me

Inside my mind I search to find
A place just to call my own

I find you down the road that I have walked before
And I know you're alone again
You try to find a better life
Somewhere far away from here

I'm sick and tired of living this way
Sick and tired of being alone
Sick and tired of running from your love

I hear your voice calling
The time has come for me
Inside this life I'm living
There's nothing left for me
My mind is slowly fading
So far away from me
Each time I start crawling
You're there watching me

And I feel like I'm falling
Farther every day
But I know that you're there
Watching over me
And I feel like I'm drowning
The waves crashing over me
But I know that your love
It will set me free

As I lie tossing in my bed
Lost in my fears remembering what you said
And I try to hide the truth within
The mask of myself shows its face again

All the hate deep inside
Slowly covering my eyes
All these things I hide
Away from you again
All this fear holding me
My heart is cold and I believe
Nothings gonna change
Until I'm broken in.