I threw a party in my name
but the hours crawled by and no one came
so I bowed my head and I prayed for wings
to take me from this place... from you

You hide behind your perfect lie

Stack the mistakes you've made on top
of the lies to hide them
your excuses just don't add up
empty handed we all wonder why

Blood on your hands dried long since
but guilt still glowing in your eyes

The reception fades the signals breaking up
and am I moving on or am I giving up?
If you walk away from this with anything
live your life today

I'm not your reason to stand up straight
shoulders back chest out and eyes raised
stepping back, I hesitate
I can't let myself be taken

Pray for you to give me something then find out that there was nothing left

Alive and well
i live to be alive
i live to always strive
for something more
alive and well
i'll never understand
the who, what, why or when
of you tonight...

If ignorance is bliss, then knock the smile off my face

Read my writing on the wall
No-one's here to catch me when I fall
Death is on my side....suicide!