Im slowly fading,
watch me fall,
watch me hit the ground,
in front of them all.
my presence is no longer here,
its been gone for so many years,
i shed these tears each night i go on,
hopeing i wont see the break of dawn.

I made my mistakes,
got nowhere to run,
the night goes on,
as im fading away.
im slipping off the edge,
im hanging from a thread,
i want to start this over again,
so i try to hold onto a time,
when nothing mattered.

I open my eyes i try to see,
but im blinded by the white light,
i cant remember how,
i cant remember why,
im lying here tonight
and i cant stand the pain,
and i cant make it go away.

IM SICK OF THIS LIFE,
I JUST WANT TO SCREAM,
HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO ME?

Soon ill wake from this dream

Take my pain,
take my life,
anything but my best friend,
the knife

When will this hole in my heart be mended

Because of you i am ashamed of this life

I sold my soul just to hide the dark

Blink away the tears,
fight away the fears,
the end is almost here,
i can feel it when you get near.