I never had anything to lose...

Lost within myself...
i cant find a way to cure this pain

I try so hard...can't seem to get away from misery.

Taking the blade,
making the pain fade,
watching the blood drip,
slowly loosing grip.

Wanting to be somebody you could never be...is not only a sin but a tragedy

On these hands and knees im crawling

I'll be loves suicide

My life is so confusing
Do this to myself I'm losing
Guess I'm only proving
What everyone can see but me

**self-inflicted

My clothes are soaked I'm crying
Theres no doubt I know I'm dieing
I did this to myself and that's the part I can't believe

**self-inflicted

I took a look at myself and came to grips with what I found
It was a vision of a child, disturbed and broke down
No soul, no heart because I gave it away
No time for feeling sorry, I'll grieve another day
**twizted