If you're reading this
Then I finally did it
I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye
There was no time
Understand I was stressed
Living day to day was hard
And I gave it my best
**twizted

Hear me as i pray..this is my last day

Cut these wrists,
cut them deep,
follow the bloody path,
up and down the stream.

My life is starting to get blurry,

nothing comes in clearly,

everything starts to spin,

as i pop these pills of sin.

-from my poem Pills of Sin-

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
It's so much simpler than change

**Linkin Park**

I saw the light before my eyes,
i was passed out right in front of you,
and you had to go ahead and save me.you turned me over as i was puking,i got so high i almost choked and died.if i took a little more of the dust spray i\'d be gone forever.

I'm living a lie,
nobody knows it but me,
each night i fall asleep with tears in my eyes,
i'm giving in to death's call.

These drugs are taking over me,
it's taking my life away.

Who i am hates who i've been

Im sorry for who i've been