You cant save me,
you cant change me,
everything i feel,
is as if it isnt real.

Woke up one day and everything had changed,
i still try to pray to make the pain fade away,
but all remains the same,
nothing but a life full of shame.

Thought my teen years were going to be the best,
never thought it would feel like a big ass test,
but all is lost in a world of grey,
way to much then i'll ever say.

When i cheat i only hurt myself and more,
but why do i keep doing this to myself,
i am about to just give up on everything.

Blink away the tears,
fight away the fears,
the end is almost here,
i can feel it when you get near.

I sold my soul just to hide the dark

Because of you i am ashamed of this life

When will this hole in my heart be mended

Take my pain,
take my life,
anything but my best friend,
the knife

Soon ill wake from this dream