I sit and watch my black heart shatter,
amused by the dark clouds,
my life seems different from the way it used too,
nothing i've seem to have found.

IM SICK OF THIS LIFE,
I JUST WANT TO SCREAM,
HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO ME?

I open my eyes i try to see,
but im blinded by the white light,
i cant remember how,
i cant remember why,
im lying here tonight
and i cant stand the pain,
and i cant make it go away.

I made my mistakes,
got nowhere to run,
the night goes on,
as im fading away.
im slipping off the edge,
im hanging from a thread,
i want to start this over again,
so i try to hold onto a time,
when nothing mattered.

Sometimes i feel im to weak to go on,
sometimes i smile and know its all wrong,
sometimes i cry and just dont know why,
sometimes i cut and see a nobody inside.

Dont forget me...i love you

Say your sorry,
and that you care,
show me that your really there.
tell me you love me,
and you wanna hold me near,
and ill forever dream of that day.

These twisted thoughts flow through my head

Im breaking down inside of me

Still no one sees...