Im a flunker in this life..all that you'll see is my mistakes, so let me be.

These days i hate who i've become

I got bruises on my heart

We are the people that you hate,
we are the b a s t a r d s that you created,
a generation with nothing,
a generation of all your sons and daughters.

--smile empty soul, nowhere kids

This will be my last night,
just cant stand anymore screaming,
cant stand living in the house,
im ready to turn out the lights.

I hate the way i feel,
I hate the way i dream,
I hate the way i love you,
I hate the way i see,
I hate the way i hurt myself and all the others to,
I hate you so much i cant see straight and im starting to become unglued.

Closing your eyes to disappear
you pray your dreams will leave you here
but still you wake and know the truth
no one's there

Walking away I see the pain
You put me through
Lost in your game to change the same
Forever gone, forever you

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...

Lie to me,
Convince me that I've been sick forever.
And all of this,
Will make sense when I get better.
But I know the difference,
Between myself and my reflection.
I just can't help but to wonder,
Which of us do you love.