Blood on your hands dried long since
but guilt still glowing in your eyes

The reception fades the signals breaking up
and am I moving on or am I giving up?
If you walk away from this with anything
live your life today

They suck you in like cigarettes
While hanging you out to dry
Making you feel like a hyprocrite
because you cannot lie

When you see me cut me down
And I will force it underground
There's no one left to hurt but me
And it's because of me, right?

Well now I found myself
Wish I was someone else
My heart is stained with love
Wish I could take it away
I hid behind the shell
In time the pain will melt
My heart is stained with love
Wish I could fake it

Having never seen the colour of my father's eyes
Yes, I dwell in hell, but it's a hell that I can grip
I tried to grip my family
But I slipped

Read my writing on the wall
No-one's here to catch me when I fall
Death is on my side....suicide!

If ignorance is bliss, then knock the smile off my face

Alive and well
i live to be alive
i live to always strive
for something more
alive and well
i'll never understand
the who, what, why or when
of you tonight...

Pray for you to give me something then find out that there was nothing left