I'm not your reason to stand up straight
shoulders back chest out and eyes raised
stepping back, I hesitate
I can't let myself be taken

How can i be so happy and at the same time so sad?

They found her out in the fields
About a mile from home
Her face was warm from the sun
But her body was cold
I heard the policeman say
Just another overdose
...just another overdose!

I am losing myself in a
White-trash hell
Lost inside a heroin girl

You are an a s s h o l e
King of the castle
I am the meager
Follow the leader

And I know that you don't
Like the way that it goes
We're all in, to begin
Just remember: I win

Enlighten me
Reveal my faith
Just cut these strings
That hold me safe

Now I'm lost in you
Like I always do
And I'd die to win
'Cause I'm born to lose

You fought me once but not again
You let me feel your heavy hand
I will clean your f u c k i n mess
And leave no trace of evidence

Everytime I get it I throw it away
It's a sign, I get it, I wanna stay
By the time I lose it I'm not afraid
I'm alive but I can Surely fake it