How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You're the part of me that I don't wanna see

Let the fun and games begin
She is spayed and broken in
Skin is cold and white
Such a lovely lonely night

Drank up all my alcohol
This is not a free for all
I'll be there for you
'Til my heart is black and blue

I couldn't imagine
Why you would save yourself

I find it hard to decide
the way to make up your mind
your lips are better than mine
so you can kiss this goodbye

The Prozac doesn't do it for me anymore.

All f u c k e d up
And I don't know how
How I ever got to where I feel
Like I am dying on the inside
I want to be happy
But I don't know how

Whats wrong with me?
what have I become?
a s l u t and a w h o r e,
the worst you can even imagine,
and maybe even more.

Caught in a world of pretend,
lost in a world of hate,
fighting the pain away,
each and everyday.
the blade slips in deeper,
i feel the lies pour out,
inside i've become so numb,
fix it with some rum.

Theres nothing inside,
at least thats how it feels,
i hope i wake from this dream,
before i hit bottom