To see you suffering,
Oh my god I think its killing me

And these are your last words, "I'm sorry"
Right before my eyes, can't believe this is goodbye

..if only i could numb this pain..

Numb the pain
Way high and real low
Now it feels the same
Have love or feel so
Hollowed out with shame
Hoping to see the day
With my brand new name

Nothing left to call your own
Feeling pains you've never known
Take your skin dear, leave the bones
Now you feel real, all alone

Is this what it's about
I've reached for the strength to hold out
I'm leaving
The tears keep burning my eyes
And I have lost the strength to keep this alive

What's going on in my head
All those things that should be forgotten
And all those thing that I said
Are coming back to haunt me

Everything turns to grey
You take yourself throught the pain
You never ever see the things
Is this all you'll ever be
Everything's a transparency
And you'll get none
You're undone

Look into the hole of all this wasted life
It is full of souls overcome with strife
And death was a great solution
That we all end up taking

Everyday it's all the same
We buy and sell the pain
Societies addictions
Injected into every vein
I try my best to stay away
But it's hard for long