I'll be loves suicide

My life is so confusing
Do this to myself I'm losing
Guess I'm only proving
What everyone can see but me

**self-inflicted

My clothes are soaked I'm crying
Theres no doubt I know I'm dieing
I did this to myself and that's the part I can't believe

**self-inflicted

I took a look at myself and came to grips with what I found
It was a vision of a child, disturbed and broke down
No soul, no heart because I gave it away
No time for feeling sorry, I'll grieve another day
**twizted

If you're reading this
Then I finally did it
I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye
There was no time
Understand I was stressed
Living day to day was hard
And I gave it my best
**twizted

Hear me as i pray..this is my last day

Cut these wrists,
cut them deep,
follow the bloody path,
up and down the stream.

My life is starting to get blurry,

nothing comes in clearly,

everything starts to spin,

as i pop these pills of sin.

-from my poem Pills of Sin-

Wanting to be somebody you could never be...is not only a sin but a tragedy

Taking the blade,
making the pain fade,
watching the blood drip,
slowly loosing grip.