Loosing what you love the most...is more then you can ever explain.

I don't belong here and I'm not well,
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living,
Right on the wrong side of it all.

**The Gift**
Seether

Im so ashamed of the life im living,
tore up and a bruised heart..it's all i've felt from the day we split apart.

--i'd rather feel pain than nothing at all--

Trying to find his self confidence,
Another broken heart behind the painless smile that he shows,
Reminded that yesterday is so far gone
And tomorrow is still a miracle
**12 Stones

I thought this would last,
nothing seems to pass,
the thoughts of you running through my head will never fade away...

I never had anything to lose...

Lost within myself...
i cant find a way to cure this pain

I try so hard...can't seem to get away from misery.

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
It's so much simpler than change

**Linkin Park**