Trapped in the prison of doubt
I call out to you to and see my existence...

I was living in a dream
Full of hatred and pain...

I have always known
that deep inside...

Slash your wrists
overdose from pills...

You...and a picture of myself and seven kids
On...my yellow painted wall brings back memories...

I did not have to weep
When you left me...

No one carried burdens like I used to
I kept it all here inside of me...

Everyday seemed fine to me
Before you said something...

I thought of so many ways
How I wanted to kill you...

Life is not what you watch in movies
Not all people have the riches that you have...

In the middle of nowhere
you found me...

As i tried to look back and decipher
what might have caused me to hinder...