Waiting for someone to notice that I'm not okay and see past this face that looks as though nothings wrong...

DOnT GiVe Up On Me...
Or I mIgHt GiVe Up On MySeLf...

Say You Dont Love Me o.n.e. m.o.r.e. t.i.m.e. because my mind understands it... but my heart doesn't b.e.l.i.e.v.e. it

First you never smiled back
then you didn't hold my hand
then I looked into your eyes
and I realized you dont love me anymore...

The day you l.e.f.t me was the day I
[g][a][v][e] [u][p] ...

Why did you drop me before I was ready to let go...

I believe his lies because theyre all i want to hear.. because the words that are all true may stab me more deeply then knowing he lied to me ever could...

Sometimes we get so caught up in loving somebody, we just dont see that they dont love us back...

How are you sleeping soundly... while i lie here awake... why are we both smiling... but only mine is fake..

I'd shed a thousand tears for your smile because I'd rather have you happy without me then later realising you were trying to save my tears by pretending to love me all along...