In a room full of people
feeling so alone...
Things would be different
if you were here now...

I dont have a sleeping problem...it just when all is quiet, your all i can think about.

I hate loving you.

If you love me, why do you treat me like dirt.

Wish you knew, wish you'd care..wish you'd at least try to be there.

I hate your smile, telling me its all okay.. well its not okay. nothing has changed.. why are you so happy this way.. especially when you know im not.

I hate coming in second place in your heart.

I know you well enough to know your smile is lying to me ...

You're not blind
you're not deaf
and you're not stupid
but still you don't see me crying..
You still don't hear me screaming
and you can't figure out that it's all your fault.

Your smiling and I had nothing to do with it. I hate that..