Because Your a million miles away.
And when your not here
Im not okay.

At times like these when i miss you this much.
I close my eyes.
and hug the air.
and pretend that it is you.

Im Getting by on a memory, because its all i have left of you.

Its wasnt until I lost you that i realized i never really had you in the first place.

We cant be friends because you hurt me...
because i cant keep seeing you and knowing this is all there is...
but mostly Because i dont know how to not love you...

I never chose to run..
i just didn't know how to stop...

Because if I closed my eyes
and followed my heart
By the time I opened them,
I'd see you.

If i could hate you, i would love it... because i hate loving you.

And isn't it funny to spend so long looking only to forget what it was u couldn't find..

Stop doing things only to make me happy, because the only thing that could make me happy is seeing a smile on your face and knowing im the one who put it there.