You know you really love someone when you find yourself listening to a song that you hate over and over again...
only because it reminds you of him

Should I give up because he made me cry...
or hold on because i know he's worth crying over?

(true story.. holding on worked! )

Your locked in my heart... I lost the key... and my only wish is that I'll never find it...

There is no way I can make it through this without you...♥

My greatest fear is that he'll hurt me even more than the last time...

You lied when you said you loved me... Because love is supposed to last forever.. and you don't love me anymore...

Sometimes you just meet someone and you know they are the perfect person for you... and believe me... theres nothing more painful than watching [the one] walk away...

(for j again...)

Your the thoughts in my head that keep me up all night...

I never really mattered...
He never really cared...

I keep thinking I'm going to be okay and that I've forgotten about you...and then ...when im lying in my bed late at night and all other thoughts have drifted away... your the only thing i think can can think of... and it keeps me up [all night]