Its been 9 months since we've been apart
Since then, you are still in my heart...

Terrorized and bombed,
shattered into pieces...

Images of silent screams
tired eyes and broken dreams...

Horny, stoned, in a five star hotel
It's nice in here, outside it's hell...

I try not to think
but i want this someone so bad...

Looking back through the past few years
I miss some moments...

Nobody knows why I'm dejected,
not even my best friend understands...

Everything's a failure
everything went amiss...