Tonight will be the first,
The first time I use a knife...

I'm missing you on my long and lonely nights,
Thinking of you intensely as I turn out the light...

I'm sorry for causing you all this pain,
I'm sorry I could not keep my promise...

Kill this pain I have inside,
Through away this empty mind...

Why do I bother trying to be someone else?
When no one even realizes that I’m making...

Thank you for the time we shared,
Thank you for the love you gave...

Everyday you have never ending decisions,
Of whom you are or what you want to be...

Pondering away waiting for the answers,
I sit here and watch the clock tick...

Wrapped up in chains,
Sitting in darkness...

If I could,
Cut out my heart...

I’m so sorry,
That I turned out this way...

As I sit and begin to wonder,
If we will ever meet...