He rubs his hands all over my body,
This is the best feeling I have ever had...
You fill me with utter desire,
And set my heart on fire...
I hate being who I am,
I want to change so much...
He is my heart,
He is my soul...
Today is your day,
Where you are free to live your every dream...
I went and waited for you,
On the dark and damp floor...
I'm not sure how much more I can take,
How many more times you’re going to make me...
Everyday seems to leave me with a scar,
A scar that once gave me relief...
I have visions in my mind,
Of slitting my wrists...
Tonight’s the night,
Were I make my final choice...
I hate my life,
I hate this world...
The deeper I go,
The better I feel...