How can I be told to fight
When to fight is to lose...
You didn't care that I was there
Crying away my ache...
My friend you give me comfort
You soothe my fragile mind...
You lied to me
You told me to fight...
What am I exactly
Living for each day...
I saw one glimpse of you
And for that I lost my breath...
I'm thirsty
I search for a drip, a dribble, a drop, within...
I run this machine
It's in my control...
I curl into a ball
I hide inside my mind...
Trapped inside this being
I can't stand it another day...
Why am I doing this?
I'm hurting you so much...
Why won't everyone just leave me alone?
Please, please just let me go home...