Maybe that's what made it happen
the secret behind the sin...
I am pathetic
I can go all day...
You are next to me
so close, so warm...
She is a million miles away
in love, untouchable...
I search for you in the dark
under the illusion of a dream...
Some days
I walk around seemingly happy...
I'm stuck
in this self-created limbo...
Deep breaths
try to take it slow...
I thought I knew
what I wanted...
Open your eyes
Yes, I'm here...
Tip your hat
Smile at me...
You aren't fooling me
its just another mask...