I sit and stare that usual stare,
Imagining that I am still there...

I am completely alarmed,
In a thousand ways harmed...

It's been long since I've written,
But I feel as if my world has been...

Hello, my name is my concern,
I'm amber, these scars I've come to earn...

I saw you, but a new you,
Someone I knew before...

This is how I begin this one.
I pray...

I Am The One Who Cries Black Tears,
I am The One Who Has Burned Inside For Years...

Round and round we go,
Where we stop I will never know...

This house hangs black, with seeping darkness,
With each memory cut deep...

You stuck by me since the day I was born,
I'm sorry your life and happiness is torn...

Love is nothing more,
Then a flame which lights the fire...

Hurt,
Yet so deceived...