I am finally free
able to just be me...

Sleek silver blade
dancing across my skin...

Pain, suffering
sadness, loss...

So i messed up
what can i say...

Round and round and round we go
how many hits can i take, how many blows...

Smile at me sadly
i know that you see...

The smart little boy
that sits alone at night...

Snowflakes glisten
as the sun shines down...

Please someone tell me why
why am i so lame...

No one to hold me
no one to care...

What is done can't be changed
now nothing will be the same...

I am sorry to say
this is my last letter...