God took you away from me
He's making me pay...

My nights are lonely and cold
When your not here I have no one to hold...

I could use a gun to end my life
I could use a blade to slit my wrist...

*I wish I could help all the people in pain, I...
~I want kids to be happy and learn to have fun and...

I am filled with pleasure as I watch my blood drip...

I miss you so much when your not here by my side...
You know that I love you more than life itself...

I don't know what to do now that I've become so...

I feel so weak when I'm not with you and in your...
***I know its not very good but i was try'n to put...

I cant stop this ache, I'm in so much pain, I...

When you put your arms around my waist and place...

I would cut my wrist just to watch it bleed, it...
Who should I tell...

I use to hate life so much, that I would make...
**I dedicate this to the two people that saved my...