Sitting and thinking
a fools only hope...

Deep inside my heart beats strong
I feel like i can do no wrong...

I stumble around you
i wish to be with you...

So then it was done
finally i had takin in the gun...

And I\'m just walkin in the rain
try to let it wash away my pain...

*****OK this is 100% symbolism so if u don't...
One day i wandered through a Field...

Slice through the soul
rip the heart in two...

in my mind
rain pours down...

The downward spiral
that is my life...

Cuts they carve
down to the bone...

Before I met you I had never lived
like as if the last 15 years...

Once of a time of death after life
a maiden did try to settle her strife...