I sit and I wait, and I hope and I dream
and I twiddle my thumbs, and I look, and I turn...

You try to understand me but you can’t
‘cuz you don’t know my past...

I hear their cheers, loud, pressing,
a constant drone in my head...

I wanted to ask her if she loved him, or if she...
but her eyes just dared me to ask such a...

I fought him as he tore at me
with hands so full of hate...

If I had known beforehand
all the things you'd do...

I said I loved you,
you said me too...

All the times I told myself
my best was not enough...

We were never much alike
me or you...

If I smiled just right
then would you stay...

Sometimes i get lost in the words
in the world of illusion and magic and dreams...

In every last moment
I think of your smile...