It's the adolescent heartbreak
they say will go away...
This is it
we have one chance to make it...
You ask me how I'm doing
And I tell you that I'm fine...
There's a ragged kind of heartache
as I lay here all alone...
Look at me
and I'll look back...
I asked you if you loved me
and you said it was so...
It's a crazy wicked feeling
those days when you're not there...
I walked into the room today
and there you sat with her...
Like a December Northern memories assault me
crashing waves of flashing color...
Dear Diary,
I try so hard sometimes...
I hear your words
you're reaching out...
I'm closeted in
walls closing around me...