I'm sorry that I hurt u
And I made you cry...

Words going back and forward
Can't decide and cannot hide...

Waiting for the moment, that one perfect moment...
Hoping and praying overwhlemed to fret...

Water fills my eyes but tears i yet to shed,
memories taunt me throught the night, i twist and...

If no one cares, then why am I still here, why am...
I’ll just end it now because there is nothing to...

I’m so screwed, messed up inside,
True anger & hatred I cannot hide...

I tell you true, I always have,
So why now do you turn your back...

My heart, my soul I left in your hands,
But who I am, you yet understand...

I can’t bear to stare into your eyes,
For dare to let you see me start to cry...

How can the world be filled with so much madness,
When I, myself, am filled with absolute sadness...

Do we exist, or are we a dream,
For nothing is ever what it seems to be...

To you I am invisible, transparent through...
Emotionally attached in everyway I am only to you...